Not a perfect human

Maternity

The first month.

The first month.

The first month has gone by fast since I gave birth and I feel like I should be tired, right? Having a newborn and a toddler means you should be tired and lacking sleep. Something we actually aren’t, but it can change so I’m just […]

And she arrives

And she arrives

As the dust settles and I feel human again. I feel I can write this. Let’s start this of by giving my husband the most love here. What he did Sunday was something I wouldn’t even have been able to do, our survival instinct and […]

The count down begins

The count down begins

Two weeks until EDD (estimated due date) and I’m looking forward to meeting her. Not the whole shooting a baby out thing, I don’t care people, it’s not that beautiful. But I’m getting impatient because we are three people who really, really want to meet […]

Hospital bag

Hospital bag

I am a firm believer that I am absolutely shit at packing. Even with this being my second pregnancy and all. Ironically during my first, I was told a lot that women always go way over their due date so packing was unnecessary until I […]

Chocolate sheet cake

Chocolate sheet cake

As we are getting ready to welcome L.E, I’ve been put on bed rest at home (for seven weeks). Nothing like being bored out of your mind, will teach you a valuable lesson. Listen to the professionals! It might be YOUR body, but follow their […]

Two years later.

Two years later.

Two years ago I wrote this post and being pregnant again, I started worrying about the fact that I actually suffered (suffer? Hm) from Postpartum Depression. Will it return? How the hell am I going to do this? I read an article from 2011 stating […]

Vacation mode part I.

Vacation mode part I.

Hello I’m currently on vacation with Cas and Dines in Spain, which will actually be our last year in Spain as a family of three. So this year we plan to make it extra special. This year I admit is extra fun, while there’s restrictions […]

Baby update

Baby update

Today I hit 16 weeks. It’s awesome, expect that Castiel got a bug from daycare and I’m now laying in bed on a sunny day waiting for this to go away. In February we announce that we were welcoming another child to the world, which […]

I’m back with an announcement

I’m back with an announcement

Hi guys Missed me? Good. So let’s talk about what has happened between October and now. I’ve been suffering from a great deal of writers block, I had exams, and Christmas came and went. Oh and it’s 2019! A year I had a feeling since […]

Family Don’t End with Blood, Son.

Family Don’t End with Blood, Son.

Quote from Bobby of Supernatural.  I remember when I started my lifelong journey as a mother, a journey, many women have been on before me, and a journey many will be on after me. I remember the anxiety that arose in me when I started […]