Two weeks until EDD (estimated due date) and I’m looking forward to meeting her. Not the whole shooting a baby out thing, I don’t care people, it’s not that beautiful. But I’m getting impatient because we are three people who really, really want to meet her and cuddle her and get to know her.
Looking back, these past 38 weeks have flown by! I managed to graduate with good grades in school, looking past the fact that I had to miss days on and off. Dines graduated with flying colors and I’m still so damn proud of him, considering he had to keep down two jobs, doing his master’s AND being mom and dad. Who wouldn’t be proud of him?! We also celebrated our third wedding anniversary, the fact Cas turned three, and honestly how our bond as a family became stronger.
I also feel like I found myself much more, who I am, who I don’t want to become, what I do want to become, where I want our family to head, lowering my expectations, which friends I see myself with in ten years, how I prefer my cosy, simple life and least which kind of mother I want to be to both of my children. So I should actually thank bed rest for being such an annoyance to me otherwise, I don’t think I would’ve discovered stuff about myself and stopped and smelled the roses. Well now I’m off to play WoW with Dines.